11.11.2015

The Love Letter ( Text of the letter ) - the movie (1998)

Dearest,

Do you know how much in love with you I am? 
Did I trip? Did I stumble - lose my balance, graze my knee, graze my heart? I know I'm in love when I see you.
I know when I long to see you, I'm on fire. Not a muscle has moved. Leaves hang unruffled by any breeze. The air is still. I have fallen in love without taking a step.

You are all wrong for me and I know it, but I can no longer care for my thoughts unless they are thoughts of you.

 When I am close to you, I feel your hair brush my cheek when it does not. I look away from you sometimes, then I look back.

 When I tie my shoes, when I peel an orange, when I drive my car, when I lie down each night without you, 
I remain, Yours

7.31.2015

Making effort to go and have a drink when my insecurity stroke back, and texting me very early in the morning letting me know how disturbing the morning was, wishing that my morning and my day would be better than that.

Cause all of that above it is love.

If it ever faded out or changed in the other way around.
I'll remember what I saw and how it felt these days.

2.13.2015

10:12


I heard that Tim Leary said as he was dying that he was looking forward to the moment when his body was dead but his brain was still alive. You know they say that there's still six to twelve minutes of brain activity after everything else is shutdown. And a second of dream consciousness, right, well, that's infinitely longer than a waking second. You know what I'm saying?
Oh, yeah, definitely. For example, I wake up and it is 10:12, and then I go back to sleep and I have those long, intricate, beautiful dreams that seem to last for hours, and then I wake up and it's ... 10:13.
Yeah, exactly. So then six to twelve minutes of brain activity, I mean, that could be your whole life. I mean, you are that woman looking back over everything.
Okay, so what if I am? Then what would you be in all that?
Whatever I am right now. I mean, yeah, maybe I only exist in your mind. I'm still just as real as anything else.

2.12.2015



If I have to wish you the greatest thing in life, today isn't the only day to do that.

If I have to celebrate your life, thanking God of the universe that you have ever stepped into my path, today isn't the only day to do that.

You are part of me that I'm taking wherever I go, you are on my thoughts, a prayer is whispered in every time your face passing through my mind .

And it doesn't make today is more special to think of you.

I pray for you and I'll make sure that you always have ears whenever. Wherever.