Just like infatuation, sadness grows fonder if we pamper it. It leads you to sorrow... Go change direction!

When it starts to blossom

I'm leaving you when it started to blossom.
When all fears fade and I feel ready to carry on everything.

Not a single tear I shed for sadness.
Tears fall for gratitude, for a good life, blessing I have been gathered, protection of security, assurity that there's nothing in this world would have ever left me alone.

Tears I had shed is a proof of a victory. That He the one who make it happens, had fought before me and never leave me astray.
Victory for the obedience and trust on Him of every circumstances.

Let this remarkable 2,5 years of my life be milestone for every obstacle, problems that I will face tomorrow.
How I was prepared for a bigger journey of my life.

The Lord is my sheperd, I shall not want.

Be bloom, grow and fall.. In every circumstances, I rejoice in the truth. The truth that has set me free.

Darling, open your eyes, let me show you the light

fall to deeply for these two songs.
both the sample and the remake.

darling, open your eyes..let me show you the light.
you may never find a love that's right.

Estoy pero no estoy

I acknowledge that it's been a rough way to reach the harbour. I say grace instead of curse. The fact that we'll become so familiar with the wind and storm when we reach our boat, relieves me.

I'm with you in prayer.

Tenia tanto que darte , tantas cosas que contarte..

i will always remember Madrid along with this song.

It was quite irritating one that so many places were playing this song like everywhere with many versions and i still vision myself words playing on the lyrics.

Today I found me humming and I remember that it won't be too long to reach home.

So many things have been happening in this city, in Spain, in Europe.

how i feel blessed!

Tenia Tanto -- Nena Daconte

Prometo guardarte en el fondo de mi corazón / Prometo acordarme siempre de aquel raro diciembre

Prometo encender en tu día especial una vela / y soplarla por ti... / Prometo no olvidarlo nunca

Tenia tanto que darte / Tantas cosas que contarte / Tenia tanto amor,guardado para ti...

Tenia tanto que darte / Tantas cosas que contarte / Tenia tanto amor,guardado para ti...

Camino despacio pensando volver hacia atrás, / No puedo en la vida las cosas suceden no más...
Aún pregunto que parte de tu destino se quedó conmigo, / Pregunto que parte se quedo por el camino

Tenia tanto que darte / Tantas cosas que contarte / Tenia tanto amor, guardado para ti...

Tenia tanto que darte / Tantas cosas que contarte / Tenia tanto amor, / guardado para ti...

Tenia tanto que a veces maldigo mi suerte.. / A veces la maldigo... /Por no seguir contigo...

Tenia tanto que darte /Tantas cosas que contarte / Tenia tanto amor, / guardado para ti...

Tenia tanto que darte / Tantas cosas que contarte /Tenia tanto amor, /guardado para ti

Certain person makes your eyes rolling over and over again and caused a deep sigh...Love them anyway!

It's getting reaal close to the day of my leaving. The mixed feeling I experience now doesn't contain sadness either excitement for home.

Here's my list. Boxes of stuffs. (Tick. Done. Sent. Arrived.. )Ticket. (Done. Bought. Printed.) Bagagge. ( X ) Room, clean ( X ) Farewells ( X )

Along with this, yet there're things from certain person that still do favors from satan to try my patience. Oh God have mercy.
God gives mercy my laptop adaptor that's not working well at the moment too..

Have a pleasant evening, baby.. :)

Que me cuentas!

release those tensions from your neck....

Our trials are not meaningless or random. It's not outsight of His sovereign control instead we are more often frightened than hurt; and we suffer more from imagination than from reality. (inspired by Lucius Annaeus Seneca)

photo: Estacion de Autobus - Castilla de Mancha , Febrero 2011

mercado de san miguel

Q: Any particular places you'd like to hang out during weekdays?

A: Love to munchin some Montaditos on Wednesday and sippin' vermut after.

No other place could ever be as chic as Mercado de San Miguel!

I feel like making one in Jakarta, but meanwhile.. I plan to come here everyday

before my departing day. ;)

Good morning heartache, what´s new?

san sebastian de los reyes

What's so interesting here since you're no longer there.

Manuel Becerra Metro

let me cheer you when your dream go bust

Jill Scott - Let Me (feat. Sergio Mendes)

Cheering for a new life

No sorrow in death for the new life happens very soon. Waddup, nephew? :)

Arcade Fire - The Suburbs #BestAlbumOfTheYear #Grammy2011

Arcade Fire just Tweeted," OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD. Thank you EVERYONE."

like the lifetime of the sun, it will leave no heart undone

I open my mouth to the Lord and I won't turn back. I will go. I shall go. To see what the end is goin to be.

a single air from you, you'll see that i will do anything. like anything!

it ached me to see you smiling in my dream last night.

Why do I have to see you in my dream?
Why does it feel so true when we have a dream about anything?
Why do people try to resolve the mistery of dreams?
Why do I feel this?

Why do I ask if this dream could be real at time?
Why do I keep denying that we were quite good together?
Why is it so hard to move on?
Will I see you again tonight?

photo courtesy: kimberlygillet . Jody Sticca