10:12

I heard that Tim Leary said as he was dying that he was looking forward to the moment when his body was dead but his brain was still alive. You know they say that there's still six to twelve minutes of brain activity after everything else is shutdown. And a second of dream consciousness, right, well, that's infinitely longer than a waking second. You know what I'm saying?
Oh, yeah, definitely. For example, I wake up and it is 10:12, and then I go back to sleep and I have those long, intricate, beautiful dreams that seem to last for hours, and then I wake up and it's ... 10:13.
Yeah, exactly. So then six to twelve minutes of brain activity, I mean, that could be your whole life. I mean, you are that woman looking back over everything.
Okay, so what if I am? Then what would you be in all that?
Whatever I am right now. I mean, yeah, maybe I only exist in your mind. I'm still just as real as anything else.

If I have to wish you the greatest thing in life, today isn't the only day to do that.

If I have to celebrate your life, thanking God of the universe that you have ever stepped into my path, today isn't the only day to do that.

You are part of me that I'm taking wherever I go, you are on my thoughts, a prayer is whispered in every time your face passing through my mind .

And it doesn't make today is more special to think of you.

I pray for you and I'll make sure that you always have ears whenever. Wherever.

 

 

I want to love you , I want to pass it on.

and in the land of star crossed lovers and barren hearted wanderers forever lost in forsaken missives and satan's pull we seek the unseekable and we speak the unspeakable our hopes dead gathering dust to dust in faith, in compassion, and in love

Have you ever woke up to a dream where you were so much in love, you can't remember well who was this person you were with..but he's lookin well, smells really clean and treated you like the way you wanted to be treated. In some split seconds, his face changing to other person's , a face that you knew. And changed again to unfamiliar face you don't know at all. 

But then you know that he's the same person deep there.

In sudden you see there's a soft light that appears stronger and fades the image of this boy then you realize that you are laying on your bed , waking  up to the nicest dream and expecting that the dream will come again the next evening.

I've been seeing this boy a lot these days.

When Red and Purple have other meanings over the Song of Ice and Water.

I´ve been too attached with this movie serie lately. Liking the serie made me also buy the book, reading it, reading forum and talking about it with every people who watch it. Listening and singing the soundtrack. There are a lot more people who know and taking it more religiously more than I do. It´s just a new thing of mine to become a fan and freak on something. I should stop doing this . haahahah!

 

heart melts , may it all be limitless.

It will go away. The stuffs in your head. Little by little.

Continuamos a 2014

A year where God shows that He listens to my prayers.
Even to prayers I have already forgotten.
He listens and He demands me to pray and communicate steadfastly.
Cause 2013 was just the start, let's continue to live all struggle in 2014 with bended knee and our eyes closed.

Happy New Year 2014.

Feliz 20 dias.

Here we are, husband and wife.
All things we have been planning in some months ago has finally done and the reality of living together and move to Indonesia will be came true in 3 more days.
This funny feeling appears every morning, wake up to one man beside me who has already busy with his forum on smartphone.
Smiled at me and say, " Buenos Dias.. "
God has answered my prayer and He understands me.

20 days of our marriage.
Looking forward for thousand more years.

Soon to be Lady Sanz.

It's crazy how time flies and my time is almost up and finally pack up my bag and fly to my future groom's loving arms.

I must tell you how he supports really good in time of preparation. 
He did everything calmly and easy.
I definitely was the antagonist character but it turned out we can cope as a team.

Our mothers have the biggest role and fathers too.

I need prayers. A lot of it.

Jesus helps and His mercy overflows.

88 days to Wedding Day

Hello... It's been a while!

I've been very busy working on the wedding and Kandura.
Wow it's 88 more days now and I just made a silly huge mistake with my hair just now.
I trimmed it but it got cut very short and now I am expecting a miracle from God with the help of castor oil and olive oil.

I need to lose my excess weight with a routine home exercise again.
And gladly I found one helpful website..
Fitsugar has tons of exercise video that we can watch and do it from home.
10 Minutes Victoria's Secret Exercise is one of my best friend.

Wish me luck with everything.
Godspeed!

Baby, this was my guide when I silently getting to know you. HA!!

Getting closer to be wed, the more I realise how much efforts she does for me. Yet in Mother's Day, she took care of my sick brother and my sick friend at home. God loves you, Mom!

i think we are on the right track now...

fly raka fly...

Gloria's cute gesture though Jaime hates his face here and made a little long distance grump between two. Haha.

Possible thing to do with technology : Organising a wedding thru Skype.

lady wants to know

stop trying to discover what you can't find.

the hidden feeling is not always shown in any social media.

if in the end you'll end up hurting, you saw that coming.

trust anyway!